ʍɨɖռɨɢɦȶ ʟɨʟʏ
@xmidnightlilyx.bsky.social
𝕴 ᥲm ᑲ᥆𝗍һ 𝗍һᥱ s᥆іᥣ 𝗍һᥲ𝗍 ᑲᥙrіᥱძ mᥱ ᥲᥒძ 𝗍һᥱ ᑲᥣ᥆᥆m 𝗍һᥲ𝗍 rᥱ𝖿ᥙsᥱძ 𝗍᥆ sᥙrrᥱᥒძᥱr.
Survivor 💞
Survivor 💞
I burned the balance sheet
watching regret debt disintegrate
starting fresh isn’t clean
it’s waking up anyway,
with dirt under my nails,
and choosing today
without asking yesterday
for permission.
watching regret debt disintegrate
starting fresh isn’t clean
it’s waking up anyway,
with dirt under my nails,
and choosing today
without asking yesterday
for permission.
December 30, 2025 at 11:15 PM
I burned the balance sheet
watching regret debt disintegrate
starting fresh isn’t clean
it’s waking up anyway,
with dirt under my nails,
and choosing today
without asking yesterday
for permission.
watching regret debt disintegrate
starting fresh isn’t clean
it’s waking up anyway,
with dirt under my nails,
and choosing today
without asking yesterday
for permission.
Thanks and gratitude to those whose ripples have helped to carry me along my journey. I hope I’ve been able to send a little light back your way, and if so, please pass it on and keep the ripples going.
May this message bring a smile ✨
May this message bring a smile ✨
December 30, 2025 at 6:31 PM
Thanks and gratitude to those whose ripples have helped to carry me along my journey. I hope I’ve been able to send a little light back your way, and if so, please pass it on and keep the ripples going.
May this message bring a smile ✨
May this message bring a smile ✨
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I work my soul to the bone
Trying to lift up souls
And that's no complaint
No, that's no boast
It is simply an observation
On just one of many reasons
I should be more patient with myself
Yeah, that's just one reason
To love myself properly
Trying to lift up souls
And that's no complaint
No, that's no boast
It is simply an observation
On just one of many reasons
I should be more patient with myself
Yeah, that's just one reason
To love myself properly
December 30, 2025 at 2:58 PM
I work my soul to the bone
Trying to lift up souls
And that's no complaint
No, that's no boast
It is simply an observation
On just one of many reasons
I should be more patient with myself
Yeah, that's just one reason
To love myself properly
Trying to lift up souls
And that's no complaint
No, that's no boast
It is simply an observation
On just one of many reasons
I should be more patient with myself
Yeah, that's just one reason
To love myself properly
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Looking forward to learning less about people.
December 30, 2025 at 3:06 PM
Looking forward to learning less about people.
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i likely say this every winter, but winter hurts my body yall
December 30, 2025 at 3:10 PM
i likely say this every winter, but winter hurts my body yall
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My wishes for my everyone for 2026.
-I hope it's the year we find rest. The year our hearts find that gentle sigh of relief inside that place we belong & feel safe in.
-I hope it's the year we find the strength that comes from thriving instead of the one that comes with surviving.
1/2
-I hope it's the year we find rest. The year our hearts find that gentle sigh of relief inside that place we belong & feel safe in.
-I hope it's the year we find the strength that comes from thriving instead of the one that comes with surviving.
1/2
December 30, 2025 at 3:11 PM
My wishes for my everyone for 2026.
-I hope it's the year we find rest. The year our hearts find that gentle sigh of relief inside that place we belong & feel safe in.
-I hope it's the year we find the strength that comes from thriving instead of the one that comes with surviving.
1/2
-I hope it's the year we find rest. The year our hearts find that gentle sigh of relief inside that place we belong & feel safe in.
-I hope it's the year we find the strength that comes from thriving instead of the one that comes with surviving.
1/2
Settling in to the end of year melancholy, not to be confused with the year ‘round melancholy
December 30, 2025 at 3:05 PM
Settling in to the end of year melancholy, not to be confused with the year ‘round melancholy
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A friend of mine said, “as soon as I saw these I thought of you and I had to get them for you.”
I have a whole deck. I will sprinkle them throughout my posts to hopefully give y’all a chuckle when you need one 🫶🏻
I have a whole deck. I will sprinkle them throughout my posts to hopefully give y’all a chuckle when you need one 🫶🏻
December 22, 2025 at 3:09 PM
A friend of mine said, “as soon as I saw these I thought of you and I had to get them for you.”
I have a whole deck. I will sprinkle them throughout my posts to hopefully give y’all a chuckle when you need one 🫶🏻
I have a whole deck. I will sprinkle them throughout my posts to hopefully give y’all a chuckle when you need one 🫶🏻
During my cancer diagnosis and multiple surgeries, my dad fell and broke his hip. And was subsequently diagnosed with dementia. He required 24 hour care, and I was recovering from a double mastectomy. A care home was the only option.
December 30, 2025 at 3:00 AM
During my cancer diagnosis and multiple surgeries, my dad fell and broke his hip. And was subsequently diagnosed with dementia. He required 24 hour care, and I was recovering from a double mastectomy. A care home was the only option.
some wishes are safest
left hidden deep inside out of reach of hands
that turn hope into hurt buried deep,
they stay quiet,
safe.
left hidden deep inside out of reach of hands
that turn hope into hurt buried deep,
they stay quiet,
safe.
December 27, 2025 at 9:39 PM
some wishes are safest
left hidden deep inside out of reach of hands
that turn hope into hurt buried deep,
they stay quiet,
safe.
left hidden deep inside out of reach of hands
that turn hope into hurt buried deep,
they stay quiet,
safe.
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Elie Saab
Lebanese fashion icon
Lebanese fashion icon
December 27, 2025 at 7:03 PM
Elie Saab
Lebanese fashion icon
Lebanese fashion icon
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Pulling the social media plug for 2026 is more and more appealing each time I open these apps.
December 26, 2025 at 2:24 PM
Pulling the social media plug for 2026 is more and more appealing each time I open these apps.
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December 24, 2025 at 2:23 PM
Today marks 5 years cancer “free.”
Five years since a Christmas Eve spent in the hospital having surgery, instead of at home with family, being reminded just how fragile life can be.
I’m deeply grateful for every ordinary day that has followed.
A Merry Christmas, indeed 🎄
Five years since a Christmas Eve spent in the hospital having surgery, instead of at home with family, being reminded just how fragile life can be.
I’m deeply grateful for every ordinary day that has followed.
A Merry Christmas, indeed 🎄
December 24, 2025 at 1:31 PM
Today marks 5 years cancer “free.”
Five years since a Christmas Eve spent in the hospital having surgery, instead of at home with family, being reminded just how fragile life can be.
I’m deeply grateful for every ordinary day that has followed.
A Merry Christmas, indeed 🎄
Five years since a Christmas Eve spent in the hospital having surgery, instead of at home with family, being reminded just how fragile life can be.
I’m deeply grateful for every ordinary day that has followed.
A Merry Christmas, indeed 🎄
a lifetime
of being overlooked
like a smudge on glass
no one is waiting
for what I have to say
I keep showing up anyway
carrying myself
unknown, unpopular
alone
of being overlooked
like a smudge on glass
no one is waiting
for what I have to say
I keep showing up anyway
carrying myself
unknown, unpopular
alone
December 19, 2025 at 4:43 PM
a lifetime
of being overlooked
like a smudge on glass
no one is waiting
for what I have to say
I keep showing up anyway
carrying myself
unknown, unpopular
alone
of being overlooked
like a smudge on glass
no one is waiting
for what I have to say
I keep showing up anyway
carrying myself
unknown, unpopular
alone
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When the heart hurts & the mouth can’t vocalise the words, our tears fall.
December 18, 2025 at 10:04 PM
When the heart hurts & the mouth can’t vocalise the words, our tears fall.