Ginger Billie
@gingerbillie.bsky.social
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Red head. Long Covid and ME/CFS since 2022. Here for learning and talking about Long Covid. Software engineer.
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emilyesfraser.bsky.social
I’m so tired of hearing “the pandemic was bad for my mental health & that’s why I refuse to acknowledge it’s still tearing apart hundreds of millions of lives & I definitely will never mask again & anyone who talks about it in the present tense is weird & wrong & bad & also perimenopause is rough!”
gingerbillie.bsky.social
I do not think, in my life, I have met a disease that is as cruel, long term, as ME/CFS.

I wrote a card to a researcher thanking them for their work and in it put, “I am too sick to live but too well to die”.
tomkindlon.bsky.social
"I still desperately want to live"

A woman who is turning 30 who has spent the last decade living with severe ME reflects on her life

meglobalchronicle.wordpress.com/2023/12/23/i...

#SevereME #MyalgicEncephalomyelitis #ChronicFatigueSyndrome #MEcfs #CFS #PwME @ludiekje.bsky.social
I still desperately want to live
Gepubliceerd op 23 december 2023
One of my favourite films is 13 Going On 30 (honestly, it’s mostly for Mark Ruffalo) and lately I’ve been thinking a lot about Jennifer Garner’s character Jenna chanting “thirty and flirty and thriving” at 13 in her parents basement; then I try to remember all the things I said to myself about what my life might look like at 30 when I was just 13.

I wanted to be a forensic psychologist and a vet and a mechanic and a midwife and an ecologist and an infant school teacher and a counsellor and a forensic pathologist (until I realised dead bodies of any species freak me out). I never could decide what I wanted my life to look like when I grew up but I knew I wanted to do so much.

I turn 30 next month and I have spent the last decade living with Severe M.E. There have been months of time within that when I would have been classed as having Very Severe M.E and periods of time when I would have been more towards being Moderate-Severe. There have been times when I have felt desolate and times when I have felt so much joy. There has been great loneliness and there has been the love of community. There have been times when I did not know if I’d live to see my 30s and times when I had unbelievable amounts of hope that things would get better. I have survived it all.
gingerbillie.bsky.social
Rough night with little sleep.

I wish all meds I try didn’t affect my sleep so much. 😴
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thecovidinfoguy.bsky.social
USA: Mask rules are returning to Bay Area health care settings from Nov 1 as COVID, flu, and RSV cases rise.

Counties including Contra Costa, Santa Clara, Sonoma, Napa, San Mateo, and Santa Cruz will require masks for workers, and in some cases patients and visitors, through spring.
Mask mandates return in parts of the Bay Area as virus season nears

By Aidin Vaziri,
Staff Writer
Oct 7, 2025
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valebodi.bsky.social
When “Rest” does not feel like an accurate term (in regard to #ME/CFS)

To me, rest has a positive connotation. My idea of resting when I was healthy was taking a long hot shower, taking a bubble bath, having a spa day, lounging on the beach, reading a book, or binge watching a tv series in bed.
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gingerbillie.bsky.social
Maraviroc has made me very, very fatigued.

Making breakfast completely wiped me. My whole body feels like lead and my brain fog 😶‍🌫️ is at 💯. Words are tough to come by today.
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bhanlon15.bsky.social
MedPage Today: 'Medicaid Work Requirements Will Devastate People With Invisible Disabilities'

— ME/CFS and long COVID patients must qualify as "medically frail"

by Laurie Jones

www.medpagetoday.com/opinion/seco...
Opinion | Medicaid Work Requirements Will Devastate People With Invisible Disabilities
ME/CFS and long COVID patients must qualify as 'medically frail'
www.medpagetoday.com
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juliametraux.bsky.social
Yes. Social media is how I've made friends with other chronically ill people.
conradhackett.bsky.social
Has anything great happened in your life because of social media?
gingerbillie.bsky.social
The smell of fall in the morning.

🍁🍂☀️🌅
💛💛💛💛

I love this time of year.
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poncin-sue.bsky.social
“Over a 3-year follow-up, individuals with C19 infection had significantly higher risks of developing HPV-related cancers compared to those without:
67% increase cervical cancer
131% vaginal cancer
98% vulvar cancer
92% anal cancer
78% in oropharyngeal cancer.”

Still think it’s ’just a cold’?
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atranscendedman.bsky.social
One of the most beautiful things about this app is how it reminds me that illness doesn’t care who we are.

CEOs, singers, trainers, dreamers and all in the same fight, all reaching for understanding.

Thank you for believing in science, and in each other.
gingerbillie.bsky.social
Day 2. GI symptoms are up as well as base of skull/neck and eye pain.
gingerbillie.bsky.social
Maraviroc experiment started this morning.

I took a 150 mg pill and cut it into 8 pieces so I’m started very low doing that once per day in the morning.

Let’s see how it goes.
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poncin-sue.bsky.social
The science is catching up to what most with Long Covid and those who treat us already know. Therapists and doctors have compared my symptoms to MS all along.

Hope looks like solving the mysteries behind Long Covid 🌈
gingerbillie.bsky.social
THIS!!

Since I got sick my period is DARK and the clots are huge.

I took a picture to my gynecologist of a clot that was the size of my full palm (not including the tendrils, just the base) and she shrugged. 🤷‍♀️

I often call my husband into the shower and say, “OMG LOOK HOW BIG THIS ONE IS.”
angryhacademic.bsky.social
This thread 👇🏻 💯

One question i always ask clients who could be menstruating is about changes in their period blood - its something i noticed correlated with my own pain/symptoms: darker, clottier, and thicker = hell
...wait. Holy moly this is something I have seen change with my period. I was so busy focusing on the obvious, huge clots that I hadn't consciously thought about blood colour until now.

Reduction in clots + change in blood colour since taking fibrinolytic/proteolytic enzymes since Feb.

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gingerbillie.bsky.social
Not great sleep. First night of Maraviroc very similar to valtrex side effects. Lots of wake ups and vivid dreams.
gingerbillie.bsky.social
Headache and joint pain have entered the chat.
gingerbillie.bsky.social
Maraviroc experiment started this morning.

I took a 150 mg pill and cut it into 8 pieces so I’m started very low doing that once per day in the morning.

Let’s see how it goes.
gingerbillie.bsky.social
I pushed back, but as he was getting angrier I went into desesclation mode.

After the meeting I get a message that says, “I wanted to apologize. I hit my head on Sunday and I’ve been having issues with rage since then.”

I said, “Thank you for the apology“ but I could not stop thinking about if he
gingerbillie.bsky.social
In the Anything But Covid (ABC) news today, I am seeing a slow uptick in adults mentioning tonsil removal bc they are chronically sick.

My best friend just had it done. her words, “I know I probably have Long Covid but just wanna try this first.”

Liz Plank also revealed an upcoming removal.
gingerbillie.bsky.social
You know what I’ve been particularly mad about is not having the ability to buy a house younv and healthy so I could put energy into making it cute and my own.

Anything we rent or maybe one day buy has to be turn key bc I’m so damn sick!
gingerbillie.bsky.social
This is good to know, thank you for the heads up!
gingerbillie.bsky.social
Thank you. I am so very nervous. These positive thoughts help! 💛