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Yeah weekends in your 30s are very exciting actually
notaterrornerd.bsky.social
happy to report that i can continue thinking that CBT is the dumbest shit i have ever seen

(both meanings of the abbreviation)
notaterrornerd.bsky.social
me: you know, i really have been shitting on CBT a lot because its stupid and pointless but I might have to change my mind because I feel like we have really made some progress

Barbara, the therapist: uh...we haven't been doing CBT? Like, at all?

me:

Barbara:

me: well, that explains it
notaterrornerd.bsky.social
ich möchte beim lutschen fühlen wie sich mein zahnschmelz auflöst
notaterrornerd.bsky.social
warum wisst ihr alle auswendig welche biodiversität in solarparks und maisfeldern ist?? 😭
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gibts was besseres als wenn du saure süßigkeiten kaufst und die wirklich sauer sind??

nein gibt es nicht
notaterrornerd.bsky.social
getweetet während der herbert draußen roundup auf den bürgersteig sprüht damit der auch schön ordentlich aussieht
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i am convinced this will be attrocious

(ill still buy it tho))
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theyre on offer next week so ill see if i can make it to an aldi
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is this a timtams dupe?? is aldi selling timtams dupes?? this might actually make me step into an aldi nord despite my sworn oath to avoid them at all cost
notaterrornerd.bsky.social
and working out how much smiling a context can take?? awful

and in many of the contexts i worked in theres a very clear social hierarchy that you would be expected to reflect in how you interact with people and thats just...difficult to learn

we should all just become telepaths ngl
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body tension was one of the harder ones for me

because we (generally) tend to sit and stand pretty straight but in some contexts that comes off as weird and off putting so ive tried to sometimes be lore loosey goosey relaxed and it is weird to me
notaterrornerd.bsky.social
legitimately, there could be someone very clearly in distress, telling a harrowingly sad story, visibly crying but they dont wipe their tears and sit the way id expect a European to and my brain goes "huh, she wiped her tears weirdly, thats suspicious"

its literally not
notaterrornerd.bsky.social
i don't even think i grew up particularly culturally isolated for a German but after literally 15 years i still catch myself trying to be judgemental which is just so dumb
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i cant think of anything in intercultural communication that has been anywhere close to as difficult for me as body languages

and i am literally left handed so there was some other stuff that was difficult; but theres just no culture shock like when the body language is different
notaterrornerd.bsky.social
Pls admire this adorable fermentation pot I got for my birthday
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well, i find it difficult not to be cynical about this but...i'm also very damaged so maybe this is good and not colonial?? right??

maybe??
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notaterrornerd.bsky.social
lena why is it yellow

i have no idea it went really weird and spotty bc of something in the clay (??) maybe?? idk ill just go over it again
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aaah ja das erklärts

ich hatte schon "das heizt die Umgebung auf mit den dunklen Platten" auf der letzten Bürgerversammlung gehört
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Lena how's the clay wall project going??

Really really well it cracked along the entire length bc I didn't know how to connect the wall to the ceiling and now I'll probably just paint over it bc fuck it tbh
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ja sorry i will ja auch nicht mit den taliban zusammen arbeiten aber habt ihr euch schon ma überlegt dass es braune menschen gibt?! hier?? also...bei uns?! hier?!!!11 krass nee da muss man schon mal drastische konsequenzen ziehen
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Panzerbüchse is great, shes snuggly, and she lets me carry her around, and she never scratches me, and shes adorable

but Radish is who you get to kill a spider and that is at least as important to me
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then you probably have some perspective and dont complain about the stock market

also what sort of elderly widows do you know??
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"und dann wollen sie die Natur zerstören auf 15 Hektar!!!"

beate die "Natur" sind intensiv bewirtschaftete Maisfelder literally was willst du??
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wenn's jetzt Windräder wären..okay, nee

aber Solaranlagen??

was interessieren mich Solaranlagen auf der anderen Seite der Landstraße?!