#am(not)writing
Today I did 5 hours of volunteer work, walked the dog twice, cleaned the cat boxes, the house is spotless, and now I am doing laundry.

Yet I'm feeling guilty for not getting any work (writing) done. Why am I like this?
December 9, 2025 at 12:30 AM
I am going to finally write my book proposal and if I ever worry my writing and reporting is not good enough, I will re-read passages like this and once again be powered by spite and reassurance I definitely care enough to not write like this.
Only 17 pages in and I am winded.

This passage, folks… Don’t ever write like this. Just don’t do it.
December 9, 2025 at 12:24 AM
Even within the mission itself her writing is enormously rushed

It’s wall to wall dialogue being like

Oh hey you’re spider man I am stealing this I am not single I have plans these guys are annoying we won okay bye
December 8, 2025 at 5:14 PM
The script I am writing is very stupid
December 8, 2025 at 2:07 PM
it killed my writing career for two years and the aimlessness and drifting and inertia i built up in that lull has not abated. i am still lost. i am still uncertain. i am still sad and angry and afraid.
December 10, 2025 at 2:50 AM
i hate that word. it pisses me off. i am not writing romantasy, i am writing pagantasy. jewtasy. and girls FUCK in it, all the time!
December 9, 2025 at 1:22 AM
I am very happy to not be repeating the AI class I did in fall 2023, but this is the first piece of AI-themed writing that made me laugh so hard I almost wish I could put it on the syllabus.
December 8, 2025 at 5:10 PM
Me when I'm writing: wow I love this, I wish I could do this all the time
Me when I'm not writing: I am a hack, a fraud, an impostor, how did I ever have the hubris to believe I could be a writer
December 9, 2025 at 9:04 PM
For anyone who has folllwed me for any amount of time here or in my speaking or writing you know what I am going to say here.

Neoliberalism will not stop fascism because neoliberalism needs the same corruption that fostered American fascism to survive and maintain its power. Neoliberalism has
December 9, 2025 at 10:37 PM
it’s not the same but I am writing a bathroom confrontation
December 9, 2025 at 2:40 AM
Y'all, real life™️ is getting in the way of me writing porn and I am really truly Not Into It
December 10, 2025 at 7:07 PM
thank god i am not writing deltarune this entire line of thinking is far goofier and less emotionally compelling than what the actual narrative will be so dont worry
December 6, 2025 at 10:05 PM
I am so exhausted by being constantly bombarded by AI at every turn, not only on social media, but now at my workplace. I guess the recent conversations about AI in my writing group were sort of the breaking point and made me go off a little 😂
December 10, 2025 at 2:49 PM
Writing about the 'parent penalty', i.e. parents are typically more stressed/unhappy than non-parents

One rare country where this doesn't occur is Portugal

I'm *not* saying it's significant that parents are much happier in a country that decriminalised drugs

But I *am* thinking it pretty hard...
December 8, 2025 at 10:39 AM
my mom has once again asked to read my writing despite full well knowing i write erotica. and while i am flattered by her support i am not doing that <3
December 9, 2025 at 5:06 AM
Ty to the folks who reached out to check on me sry if i worried yall, was halfway between conscious n not when writing this

Been just having weird gender vibes lately. Like a weird uncertainty for what i am
Brain is not being good to me tonight wahhoooo
December 8, 2025 at 12:47 AM
I am writing as fast as I can, but if they keep confirming my working thesis like this, it may not be fast enough.
Trump Administration Says Europe Faces ‘Civilizational Erasure’
www.nytimes.com
December 5, 2025 at 3:16 PM
you are writing the great American novel

I am writing one word in four hours using a brush and ink

we are not the same
December 7, 2025 at 2:18 PM
Please go into a barn and try to wipe quarter inch thick barn dust off of something before writing about it, I am autistic and am trying to work to an audiobook, not rant.
December 10, 2025 at 9:01 PM
my brain is a calcified husk. there is no words inside. writing has not happened in a month plus & I am not sure when it will resume. WHAT A FRUSTRATING THING. this is easily the biggest batch of block ive felt in my life. im not even jotting stuff down anymore! im struggling to write emails!
December 8, 2025 at 6:07 PM
i am not sure if anyone is interested but i am always down to (try and) answer questions about writing!!
Share your knowledge if/when you can. Teaching other people how to do what you do doesn’t lessen your art - it just means more and better art for everyone.

I appreciate when people are willing to tell me about their brushes, how they study, etc… I want to put that back out into the world.
December 8, 2025 at 11:49 PM
cooking on my writing work today after a rocky week. enjoying that a lot. isolating until i know whether or not i have strep throat, which i am not enjoying.

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What's good with you?
December 8, 2025 at 10:18 PM
Writing is so hard and time-consuming for me but I am unfortunately too much of a narrative enjoyer to not write anything at all for my game projects/ideas
December 10, 2025 at 12:40 AM
*beat drop*

I
DYED MY HAIR VIOLET
ELIZABETH TAYLOR
TELL ME FOR REAL
DO YOU THINK IT’S FOREVER?

(Not Christmas Tree Farm starting as I am writing this. 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️)
December 7, 2025 at 1:42 AM
My PhD rests on some well-known linear algebra, around which I am writing a wrapper. It has evolved with my needs, but for some months now, others have been using it, and I begin to feel the pressure to maintain. I plan to set aside a block of 4h per week, otherwise things will simply not get done 🔭
December 9, 2025 at 7:11 PM