antifa black SHODAN
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Black, fat, genderfreak in my 30s. Artist and writer of problematic (micro)fiction with adult themes and subjects. ApocryphaScribe on other sites. Support my unemployed ass on ko-fi here: https://ko-fi.com/apocryphascribe
Black, fat, genderfreak in my 30s. Artist and writer of problematic (micro)fiction with adult themes and subjects. ApocryphaScribe on other sites. Support my unemployed ass on ko-fi here: https://ko-fi.com/apocryphascribe
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People need to boycott this show and not just half ass. Shame everyone who plans on watching it. This isn't about Eurovision, it's about Israel getting away with committing genocide because THERE ARE NEVER ANY CONSEQUENCES. They should be untouchable by now. Everybody needs to walk the fucking walk.
Eurovision has allowed Israel to compete in 2026.
Ireland, Spain, Slovenia, and the Netherlands have pulled out of the competition following the decision.
Ireland, Spain, Slovenia, and the Netherlands have pulled out of the competition following the decision.
December 5, 2025 at 3:20 AM
People need to boycott this show and not just half ass. Shame everyone who plans on watching it. This isn't about Eurovision, it's about Israel getting away with committing genocide because THERE ARE NEVER ANY CONSEQUENCES. They should be untouchable by now. Everybody needs to walk the fucking walk.
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One of the wildest discoveries I ever made was finding out people don't all think of storytelling as like this fun, moldable discipline you can make fun and endlessly experiment with. I have been doing this since I was a kid. I used to play act stories with narrative arcs
December 5, 2025 at 10:05 AM
One of the wildest discoveries I ever made was finding out people don't all think of storytelling as like this fun, moldable discipline you can make fun and endlessly experiment with. I have been doing this since I was a kid. I used to play act stories with narrative arcs
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With the release of Prime 4 there are have now been more Metroid games released this decade than there were during the entire reign of the Ottoman Empire (1299 - 1922). We've been waiting *that* long for a new game
December 4, 2025 at 6:31 PM
With the release of Prime 4 there are have now been more Metroid games released this decade than there were during the entire reign of the Ottoman Empire (1299 - 1922). We've been waiting *that* long for a new game
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it also puts you in a position where you will go "hmm. that's not how I would've done it"
bad stuff works as a _fantastic_ prompt. "if you couldn't use this crutch, what would you do?" "if this annoys you, what's a good solution?"
there is no awe the way we sometimes feel for something excellent
bad stuff works as a _fantastic_ prompt. "if you couldn't use this crutch, what would you do?" "if this annoys you, what's a good solution?"
there is no awe the way we sometimes feel for something excellent
"You need to watch bad movies" is often taken as creating a wider scale in your mind, but it's more ethereal
Bad games make you see basic failings in functionality and coalescence. Through that you can start to see how many games make similar mistakes, but smooth it over with general competence
Bad games make you see basic failings in functionality and coalescence. Through that you can start to see how many games make similar mistakes, but smooth it over with general competence
December 5, 2025 at 9:51 AM
it also puts you in a position where you will go "hmm. that's not how I would've done it"
bad stuff works as a _fantastic_ prompt. "if you couldn't use this crutch, what would you do?" "if this annoys you, what's a good solution?"
there is no awe the way we sometimes feel for something excellent
bad stuff works as a _fantastic_ prompt. "if you couldn't use this crutch, what would you do?" "if this annoys you, what's a good solution?"
there is no awe the way we sometimes feel for something excellent
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86/400
hello! i'm lottie lovely / frog k, net trans demiurge, author, poet, image prodder, etc. i'm unemployed, am broke after paying rent. i have significant expenses in medicine & food to prepare for this week & then bills due after that.
after about $400 rn.
cash.app/$asimplefrog
ko-fi.com/frogk
ty!!
after about $400 rn.
cash.app/$asimplefrog
ko-fi.com/frogk
ty!!
December 5, 2025 at 3:10 AM
86/400
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really funny to see someone refer to a metroid game as "a metroidvania." oh word?
December 5, 2025 at 2:42 AM
really funny to see someone refer to a metroid game as "a metroidvania." oh word?
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41 minutes is a long time to sit in your air conditioned office watching men struggle to survive as you decide to kill them.
December 5, 2025 at 1:48 AM
41 minutes is a long time to sit in your air conditioned office watching men struggle to survive as you decide to kill them.
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Handler/hound coffeeshop AU, you say
"Sartha," Handler said, inexplicable leather Starbucks apron gleaming beneath the shops's fluorescents, *"on the clock."*
"Sartha," Handler said, inexplicable leather Starbucks apron gleaming beneath the shops's fluorescents, *"on the clock."*
December 5, 2025 at 1:29 AM
Handler/hound coffeeshop AU, you say
"Sartha," Handler said, inexplicable leather Starbucks apron gleaming beneath the shops's fluorescents, *"on the clock."*
"Sartha," Handler said, inexplicable leather Starbucks apron gleaming beneath the shops's fluorescents, *"on the clock."*
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“Long COVID is real. It's wrecking lives.”
Continue to share your stories of how Long COVID wrecked your life to keep COVID in the forefront of people’s minds and hopefully stop others from suffering the same fate.
My story: www.sueponcin.com
Continue to share your stories of how Long COVID wrecked your life to keep COVID in the forefront of people’s minds and hopefully stop others from suffering the same fate.
My story: www.sueponcin.com
“I haven’t thought about COVID in a long time.”
For a lot of people, that’s the whole story: if they bounced back, it feels like the crisis is over. But for those living with Long COVID, life never went back to normal, and that gap between realities is its own kind of wound.
For a lot of people, that’s the whole story: if they bounced back, it feels like the crisis is over. But for those living with Long COVID, life never went back to normal, and that gap between realities is its own kind of wound.
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Text:
whn.global (top left) • whn.global/long-covid-my-brother-in-law (top right)
For people living with Long COVID, that gap is brutal. They’re “watching people [they] love act like none of it matters, while [their] life is barely functioning.”
Brasure links this to “identity-protective cognition”: we believe what keeps us in good standing with our community. Doctors and friends “folded” not because they don’t care, but because they’re tired, want normal, and are protecting their place in the tribe.
But, as he writes, “reality doesn’t care about tribes.”
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December 5, 2025 at 12:41 AM
“Long COVID is real. It's wrecking lives.”
Continue to share your stories of how Long COVID wrecked your life to keep COVID in the forefront of people’s minds and hopefully stop others from suffering the same fate.
My story: www.sueponcin.com
Continue to share your stories of how Long COVID wrecked your life to keep COVID in the forefront of people’s minds and hopefully stop others from suffering the same fate.
My story: www.sueponcin.com
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The thing to understand about "age verification" laws is that they are not just for kids
The only way to "stop kids from doing xyz online" using age-gating is to demand a government ID (or invasive biometric face scan) from EVERYONE.
This means associating your gov ID with EVERYTHING YOU DO ONLINE
The only way to "stop kids from doing xyz online" using age-gating is to demand a government ID (or invasive biometric face scan) from EVERYONE.
This means associating your gov ID with EVERYTHING YOU DO ONLINE
December 4, 2025 at 9:20 PM
The thing to understand about "age verification" laws is that they are not just for kids
The only way to "stop kids from doing xyz online" using age-gating is to demand a government ID (or invasive biometric face scan) from EVERYONE.
This means associating your gov ID with EVERYTHING YOU DO ONLINE
The only way to "stop kids from doing xyz online" using age-gating is to demand a government ID (or invasive biometric face scan) from EVERYONE.
This means associating your gov ID with EVERYTHING YOU DO ONLINE
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btw if you have no idea what I'm talking about check out my lists from previous years and last year:
December 4, 2025 at 11:54 PM
btw if you have no idea what I'm talking about check out my lists from previous years and last year:
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YOU WILL USE COAL POWER ONLY
YOU WILL PAY TO POWER TEN BILLION DATACENTERS
YOU WILL BE HAPPY
YOU WILL PAY TO POWER TEN BILLION DATACENTERS
YOU WILL BE HAPPY
I now have comment from the Interior Department confirming it is holding up approvals for “federal resources, permits or consultations” related to solar projects on private lands
Cc @heatmap.news
Cc @heatmap.news
December 5, 2025 at 12:04 AM
YOU WILL USE COAL POWER ONLY
YOU WILL PAY TO POWER TEN BILLION DATACENTERS
YOU WILL BE HAPPY
YOU WILL PAY TO POWER TEN BILLION DATACENTERS
YOU WILL BE HAPPY
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typical fanwriters though trying to do a cozy fixit for something with actual teeth and opinions. what's with this caring Handler and good end? idk, it's kind of a mess all over the place thematically.
December 4, 2025 at 11:48 PM
typical fanwriters though trying to do a cozy fixit for something with actual teeth and opinions. what's with this caring Handler and good end? idk, it's kind of a mess all over the place thematically.
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November 29, 2025 at 10:48 PM
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it’s so blatant how obvious this setup grift is
December 4, 2025 at 10:13 PM
it’s so blatant how obvious this setup grift is
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beastbank bagholder in 2026: what the fuck i didn't even know an IRA could have a 'mold problem' what does that even mean where's my money
stans in reply: It's normal for banks to lose money from water damage. You're picking on Mr Beast because you hate charity and love being poor
stans in reply: It's normal for banks to lose money from water damage. You're picking on Mr Beast because you hate charity and love being poor
oh that’s good. not enough of every aspect of our lives were financialized quite yet
December 4, 2025 at 9:51 PM
beastbank bagholder in 2026: what the fuck i didn't even know an IRA could have a 'mold problem' what does that even mean where's my money
stans in reply: It's normal for banks to lose money from water damage. You're picking on Mr Beast because you hate charity and love being poor
stans in reply: It's normal for banks to lose money from water damage. You're picking on Mr Beast because you hate charity and love being poor
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this makes sense, since the whole reason he has money in the first place is because his show is basically a tax avoidance scheme. That's always been his true talent.
I'm pretty sure if the government _ever_ actually audited him, he'd be in jail almost immediately
I'm pretty sure if the government _ever_ actually audited him, he'd be in jail almost immediately
December 4, 2025 at 10:24 PM
this makes sense, since the whole reason he has money in the first place is because his show is basically a tax avoidance scheme. That's always been his true talent.
I'm pretty sure if the government _ever_ actually audited him, he'd be in jail almost immediately
I'm pretty sure if the government _ever_ actually audited him, he'd be in jail almost immediately
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Date idea
December 4, 2025 at 10:11 PM
Date idea
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Minnesota Native groups expand efforts to protect unhoused women.
Native Americans are 30 times more likely than white Minnesotans to experience homelessness. Native women also face disproportionately high risk of sexual exploitation and trafficking. sahanjournal.com/housing/home...
Native Americans are 30 times more likely than white Minnesotans to experience homelessness. Native women also face disproportionately high risk of sexual exploitation and trafficking. sahanjournal.com/housing/home...
Minnesota Native groups expand efforts to help unhoused women
The Minnesota Indian Women’s Resource Center is working to combat the disproportionate number of Native Americans who experience homelessness.
sahanjournal.com
December 3, 2025 at 8:41 PM
Minnesota Native groups expand efforts to protect unhoused women.
Native Americans are 30 times more likely than white Minnesotans to experience homelessness. Native women also face disproportionately high risk of sexual exploitation and trafficking. sahanjournal.com/housing/home...
Native Americans are 30 times more likely than white Minnesotans to experience homelessness. Native women also face disproportionately high risk of sexual exploitation and trafficking. sahanjournal.com/housing/home...
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Convolutedly, one of the biggest tells for being "too online" is imagining that being horny or referencing fetishes is something that only weirdo internet perverts do. Meanwhile a luxury brand is paying marketing money to sell you on this perfume making you get off to your own reflection
December 4, 2025 at 7:02 PM
Convolutedly, one of the biggest tells for being "too online" is imagining that being horny or referencing fetishes is something that only weirdo internet perverts do. Meanwhile a luxury brand is paying marketing money to sell you on this perfume making you get off to your own reflection
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If you've ever worried that you're horny or too AGP all you need to do to reorient yourself is read some luxury perfume marketing copy
December 4, 2025 at 6:58 PM
If you've ever worried that you're horny or too AGP all you need to do to reorient yourself is read some luxury perfume marketing copy
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Donate to the Eidolon.
If you're interested in helping me pay my bills until I can find a job or steady income, my ko-fi is below. I'd really appreciate any help.
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December 4, 2025 at 8:04 PM
Donate to the Eidolon.
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it is less humiliating in the moment to tell yourself that you're lazy, that you're on the grift, that if you wanted to you could go sicko mode and prove everyone who looks down on you wrong - than to admit you have severe limitations below the unreasonable bar for the modern workplace
because they sometimes leaned into or exaggerated their level of impairment in order to access services that they needed, but might not’ve been able to access if they’d acted stoic about pain or said “I can sometimes walk short distances” or w/e, they were scamming the govt (or whoever).
December 4, 2025 at 7:59 PM
it is less humiliating in the moment to tell yourself that you're lazy, that you're on the grift, that if you wanted to you could go sicko mode and prove everyone who looks down on you wrong - than to admit you have severe limitations below the unreasonable bar for the modern workplace
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Just remember, you might not be good with money, but you aren't this bad!
December 4, 2025 at 7:11 PM
Just remember, you might not be good with money, but you aren't this bad!
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between this mindset and the weird mania for ai slophouse media so many have, it's clear that a significant fraction of people want to outsource their thinking, if they want to think at all
and every last one of them ironically believes themselves to be some kind of iconoclastic free thinker
and every last one of them ironically believes themselves to be some kind of iconoclastic free thinker
December 4, 2025 at 7:13 PM
between this mindset and the weird mania for ai slophouse media so many have, it's clear that a significant fraction of people want to outsource their thinking, if they want to think at all
and every last one of them ironically believes themselves to be some kind of iconoclastic free thinker
and every last one of them ironically believes themselves to be some kind of iconoclastic free thinker